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[18 Jan 2005|07:22pm]
You are Marilyn Monroe!
You're Marilyn Monroe!


What Classic Pin-Up Are You?
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Pictures galore [16 Jan 2005|12:03am]
Woo yeh!
LOTS OF PICS
Late night, brakes lock, hear the tires squeal. Red light, can't stop, so I spin the wheel...Collapse )

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[12 Jan 2005|08:46pm]
So AIM can suck my balls cuz it's being retarded. And SOMEONE was on my sn, oh well I GUESS that's cool? Whatever because of them I can't go online cuz it said i was signing on and off too much, and that was like an hour ago? Sweet technology really rocks my fucking socks off peoples. And today I watched the Buttefly Effect and I was shocked...SHOCKED! That was not the same ending we saw at Aly's house. I thought he kills himself! Oh well, that one kid is pretty good looking, not Ashton the other one. Anywho, now I'm bored and yeh, toodle-loo!

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woo [12 Jan 2005|06:23pm]
Woo so yeh it's been a long time since I posted! But anywho, hmmm not much happening, got my hair's cut, so did kar kar haha. Finals are blah I had a BRUTAL day today, psych then algebra 2 then history, so it's not surprising that by the end of the day I ran my ass out of there and my brain hurt...REAL BAD! I have a LOVELY battle wound on my tum tum from sledding but the ironic thing was that I didn't get it while I was sledding, some fucking bastard on what looked like a "caution wet floor" sign to me ran me and a couple people over. Then we had a sleepover with some cute freshman cuz we like to corrupt the youth of today haha jk but they were really cute. UMMMMMMMMMMM so it's like 60 degrees outside right now and guess what it'll be this time tomorrow...5....yup....5 fucking degrees so mi madre said she would feel "comfortable" if I didn't drive anywhere sat. cuz they're going to Georgia and they said I could have ppl's over and in exchange I don't have to go to school friday which rocks cuz that means 4 day weekend but not as sweet as miss karolyn who basically has all week off! Tra le la le la!

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[15 Dec 2004|09:37pm]
Your College Life by highfivejunkie
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What will you study?
Your Roomatemoribund_one
The Football Playeralwaysamusedd
The Cheerleaderbadhabit___
The Band Geekpalmtree7581
Highly involved in their Frat/Sororityeverxsweet
The Crazy Drunkjoeblow666
The College Slutivana_humpolot
Your Significant Otherlove_bites88
The Creep that sneaks into girl's showersboys_are_cute
Likeliness you'll graduate: 55%
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AHAHAHAHAHAH
SARA! Don't be a creepjob! You naughty girl haha and of course who would've guessed aly's the college slut?
KAROLYN WE'RE CHEERLEADERS! haha, and apparently me and stina are lezzies? oh well if there was a hott chick i would turn gay for it'd be stina haha <3<3<3<3

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[15 Dec 2004|08:12pm]
I'm almost all done with my christmas shopping I'm so happy!!!
So....my family was talking about Christmas and how they're thinking about not having a whole family Christmas this year....I went crazy. I screamed at them about how they took away Thanksgiving and now they're talking about no Christmas. I know the glue that held this family together...is now gone, completely, and we're all really lost without her. Then I just started fighting with my mom about how she keeps doing things like this, she won't just let it out she always tries to lighten the mood and always changes the subject when we talk about my Nana and I told her just to stop it cuz she's gonna lose all sanity. I flat out said to her, Nana is gone and I know you miss her, we all do, this isn't something that will go away if you just ignore it. Then my dad started bitching about god knows what later that night and I told him to act his fucking age because he was just having a gay moment and being immature, I told him that I shouldn't feel like I'm the fucking parent with him. I was just fed up yesterday, I've been fed up a lot. Not with any of my friends just with family. With my friends it's like the complete opposite, I just don't care anymore, like the animosity with whomever is just gone. It's weird how that happens, one day you can loathe someone with every bone in your body the next day poof it's like it never happened and you don't even know why you got SO mad. Yeh well I guess that's being a female right? Well anywho this weekend should be fun, I hope Jamie enjoys his Bear tickets this Sunday and JOVIE COMES HOME TODAY. God damn and then we're exchanging gifts on Friday with the exception of Karolyn cuz she leaves tomorrow so she gets her gifts tomorrow or when she comes home. I'll miss ya baby doll!

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[08 Dec 2004|02:04pm]


You Are the Helper



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You always put on a happy face and try to help those around you.

You're incredibly empathetic and care about everyone you know.

Able to see the good in others, you're thoughtful, warm, and sincere.

You connect with people who are charming and charismatic.


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[08 Dec 2004|02:00pm]
I'm sick of so much lately. I'm sick of school, no surprise I think pretty much everyone is, my job is so...undescribable. I don't hate it...I loathe it. I keep saying I need a new one but I don't know I keep putting it off, I guess it is true that people are more comfortable with sticking with what they have instead of going out and looking for a change no matter how unbearable it may be keeping what you already have. People fear change. I don't fear it, I'm just...lazy. God and I'm sick of people, yeh nothing new again. People giving mixed signals not just to me but other people, I'm sick of lies I'm sick of excuses I just wish people (family included) would just own up to what they do and not try to make excuses to save their own ass. I'm sick of assholes in general. I do my best to try and not step on people's toes and aggitate them joking or otherwise, and if I offend or piss someone off okay I'm sorry, I'll apologize and admit when I'm wrong and I'm not gonna be an asshole about so what the fuck is the deal with getting that kind of treatment. I'm guilty as sin of doing this and this is probably a very hypocrital thing for me to say but if something else is going on in your life I'm here to help not for you to vent your frustrations on and make me feel like shit. Yeh I guess you can say that's a little selfish and yes again I admit to doing that SO much but you know I've never really been on the other side of it and now I realize how flat out shitty it is. I don't even know why I'm bitching the people I'm really talking about don't even read this thing. But oh well I just need to bitch and moan like normal haha. Later.

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[04 Dec 2004|11:23pm]
BOREDCollapse )

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[04 Dec 2004|10:04am]
I feel like Santa today haha
Today I'm going christmas shopping with Jamie Bobka an teh Jo to the V. Silly goose forgot which day she was leaving so she had us all sad last night cuz we all thought she was leaving this morning and then she calls me and she's like OMG I LEAVE SUNDAY haha so I'm like um then ur coming shopping with Jamie and I. I already got one present down and it's a really good one and I think he'll/they'll like it. Depending on who he decides to share it with. I'm a good Santa. I just gotta figure out who I'm buying presents for since my budget is kinda tight now. Obviously my family, my secret santa, a couple other people I just want to buy things for, god damn I need money haha.Okay I just get a few people out of the way today and then we'll see how things go.

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[01 Dec 2004|07:46pm]
Okay fucking snow froze my car this morning and I couldn't get into it and didn't leave my house til 7:30 this morning, yeh then the walk there the sidewalk was covered in ice, would've been fun to just slide the whole way across it if I had been in a hurry to get my ass to school. I was late to class but oh well my teacher is oblivious. Then today...fucking piece of shit, my cell phone broke, yes my new cell that i got only 3 weeks ago to replace my other piece of shit broken cell phone, but that one I broke, this one just decided to not work anymore. The "7" button hasn't been working very well after the first week and I've been having trouble when I call other cell phones and I can't hear them but they can hear me (sounds like Kar's) and then today it just stopped, I couldn't hear them, they couldn't hear me I know that cuz I tested it with my mom. So the company gave me a new FREE phone. But all my pictures are gone again! I hate losing this pictures I really need something that can put them on my computer! Maybe that's what I'll ask for christmas...

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[30 Nov 2004|09:03pm]
So today was the one year anneversary of Chris's death, and the one month since Kelly and Mick died. Gosh, surreal isn't it? And now it's snowing, it's beautiful when you don't have to drive in it or walk to school in it. Otherwise it's the devil's working I tell you! Yeh I SHOULD be doing my chem paper, god I'm such a slacker. I just keep getting distracted...but stupid things haha. Yeh so about fucking Grant not showing up to work yesterday and I had to work all alone :( oh well it's wasn't that bad. Muwaskehal yeh idk. Later.

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[27 Nov 2004|11:07pm]
people are so fucking gay.
sometimes I just wanna look at them and say "dood you're gay".
and pray to god they grow up.

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[27 Nov 2004|01:24pm]
Haha yesterday can be summed up in a couple of words. Ashley...shed...skeet skeet on the floor! HAHAH, then I stole Nate's condom and convinced him it was mine to begin with cuz he was stoned off his ass and didn't really know what was going on. We went to Anthony's house at the end of the night and that was fun until Josh goes oh what time is it and it's like 10:30 and I still have to drive ashley home which is a good ten minute drive so I'm like fucked haha I didn't leave schiller until 10:55 but I was only 15 min late cuz I ran a few stop lights, red lights, and sped like a motherfucker. But anyway it was fun cuz I saw Missy and I haven't seen her in awhile, Joey couldn't come out and play cuz he was with "his friend Noel" haha. But other than that I had fun hanging out with Nate and Joe (castle) even though they were really stoned and my car smelled like fries and weed for awhile haha but they are pretty funny when they're stoned.
"Joe tackled a snowman"
"Yeh I killed the motherfucker"
Me-"Why was he like attacking you? Did he threaten you in anyway?"
-long pause-
Joe "Uh...no?"
hahahaha omg I love stoned people.

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[26 Nov 2004|01:12pm]
I'm leaving today and I'm so happy to get the hell out of the house cuz I've basically been stranded here the whole break so far, besides going out to eat yesterday at maggiano's with the really cute host who sat us and was really nice, woo, yeh, awesome. Other than that it was just another day of the family gathering at my house and sobbing because of hundreds upon thousands of different things. My mom and my aunt decided to take over my Nana's duty of crying in the laundry room every Thanksgiving because she was mad at one of the kids, but they were crying cuz they miss her. It was an interesting holiday, it didn't feel like one at all, I hated it, it was horrible I mean we went OUT to eat it was so weird and then we came back and my aunt decides to like gang up on my mom about how she hasn't "grieved" about the loss of her mother. Then my mom starts balling screaming about how it's her fault because she should've been there and then I started crying and omg it was terrible. Christmas is just going to be a repeat I know it. Then I go to bed at like 10:30 cuz I was just exhausted and I wake up at 1:45am and my mom is crying so hard and talking with my aunt and uncle (who spent the night) just sobbing about how she woke up the night before my nana went into the hospital and it was one of the jerking wakes like if ur falling and u spasm and all of the sudden ur upright and wide awake, like that, and she just kept saying "she need's me, mom needs me" and my mom believes it was my papa telling her that and so now my mom feels incredibly guilty for not going there, she think she could've saved her. And I just found this out but I guess when my aunt went into the room and told my nana that there was nothing more they could do this one tear went down her face and my mom says it's haunting her. And it's still not real to her, it's still not real to me either. Like I was thinking, no tonight I remember helping her into the chair and then walking her outside and making she she didn't slip on the ice because she's had too much to drink, no I did that tonight. Then I go up in my room and see all her furniture in there and it's like, no I didn't do that. I don't know I just need to get out and that's what I'm doing. Later.

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[22 Nov 2004|06:57pm]


hahah that's for Kar

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[22 Nov 2004|06:49pm]
God I am so happy it's almost time for a break in school. Tomorrow it's like a 3/5 day not exactly a half day cuz we only get out 2 hrs earlier than usual but it's still nice as fuck. Then Wed. I'm suppose to hang out with Josh and that should be fun cuz our plans to hang out keep getting fucked up. I'm sick so that's fan-fucking-tastic. I was worried for awhile I had mono but I think it's just a really fun cold. So I guess I'm going to be famous? haha today in gym Andy just comes up to me and says "Sam I'm going to make you a star you gorgeous lil thing" and so now I'm going to be a ballerina but I can't because of my foot. Lemme tell ya kids don't break your foot if that's going to be a career for ya. haha. So I was practicing and tripped over the pickleball net...fun shit haha. So I need a new job cuz I've only been getting one day a week soooo Jo Tish and I are going to apply at Pottery Barn Kids haha it's cool cuz JP works that and I loves JP he's the love of my life haha.So about me and Karolyn being on crack? I swear to god haha what the hell is wrong with us? I definitely just randomly started screaming IT SMELLS LIKE SEX in the movie theatre...like I would know what sex smells like haha. And then I got frosty all over the side of her car cuz it exploded....when I threw it out the window haha. I dunno we're fucking fairys. Then Steve almost threw up when we were watching some hardcore porn. GOOD SHIT. hahaha EWWW IT'S UNCIRCUMSIZED! Did they fuck you in your little hole? I got some bomb ass pussy! haha we watched so much porn that night I had dreams about it. It was CRAZY. Well lovers Happy Thanksgiving, mine will sure be interesting cuz my family decided to be assholes and cancel it so I'll be having jolly good fun. Later.

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[20 Nov 2004|02:02pm]
MERRY CHRISTMUKKAH



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[16 Nov 2004|07:35pm]
The past two day's have been shit-tacular. Okay so there was a bomb threat at school and we went into lock down and no one knew what the fuck was going on so people were like "oh another kid from our school died","it might be a terrorist attack","what if it's another Columbine" and none of the teachers would say shit! So there was a lot of talk and then like 8th period we find out that someone wrote a note saying a bomb was going to go off at noon and it was in one of the lockers or one of the desks....have you seen our fucking desks? How the FUCK could someone put a bomb there and no one notice? Yeh people in our school are fucking stupid but they're not blind. Then after school I was pissed cuz I wanted to see my cousin because she had a tumor removed from her breast yesterday but nooooo I had to work so I said I'd call her. Yeh so then my phone drops from the counter and breaks, but I didn't realize it was broken until I got to work, the fucking screen was gone, it still received and sent calls but I couldn't see anything on the screen. So I was like PERFECT! So then I started smacking the shit out of it and I might've thrown it...oh well it was broken anyway. Then work was boring as all mighty hell, I wanted to die. And it was cold and rainy, bleh. Then this morning I got 2 texts, one from Kar and Idk who the other one was from, I think Steph but I couldnt read them cuz my phone was ghey so I was like shit this is not good. And I had the WORST road rage because I was behind a guy who insisted on going like 15 below the speed limit and every time I got a lil bit closer to him he would tap his brakes I'm like are you fucking kidding me dooshbag! So yeh then after school I had to run to Verizon to see if they could fix my phone and they're like call these stores and see if they have ur parts, so I do and they're like no try "Bumblefuck" IL. I'm like no then I call Vernon Hills and they're like um it's gonna be a couple months before we get any parts for that phone but if you want we can call u then, I"m like FUCK THAT I cannot live that long w/o my phone, I was going insane without it today. So I had to wait for my dad to come home to see if he had any better ideas cuz my mom didnt wanna take me to get a new one, even tho I said I'd pay her back once I get my checking account, whatever. So then he said to just get a new phone so I have the same phone only new and all my games, ringtones and pix are gone but I still have my phonebook so I'm happy for that.

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[11 Nov 2004|08:28pm]
So about me being REALLY bored....Collapse )

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